This all just sucks, I hurt people no matter my decision.
Every time. :/

I love you all so much, I’m really sorry that you’ve had to put up with my shit. It’s getting so hard, just getting up in the morning and going to school. I’m thinking about turning myself into the hospital, but they think that I’m low risk. :/
Disappointing.

Anonymous asked: Mimi please don't hurt yourself anymore SOO many people love you too death. i know it is hard, i have no clue what you are going through. I care about you. i barley know you too. Please you mean so much to Sarah especially. i saw you to the point of tears at school the other day made me so sad, because i know myself i can't do anything to stop you.I just want you to. It hurts me so much when i know someone whom i know is self harming themselves because i do it too... Please try to stop Mimi

I am trying. Thank you for the kind words. Come off anon?

Anonymous asked: people love you. they do.

I don’t believe it.

Anonymous asked: Mimi, I hope to God I'm not too late if you're really planning on doing something terrible. It tears me up inside to see you so down. If I could, I would hold you tight and tell you everything will be ok in the end. I could imagine you're probably tired of hearing that, but it's true. Rely on your friends and followers here. We're all here because we care. Shoot us messages, don't wait for us to go to you because we're either too blind or caught up in something to notice. Don't give up, please?

I’m sorry. All I want to do is die. I am trying to get better.

I love you all so much.
Stay strong, lovelies.